the question to your answer is, yes.

argh. how does it all work out? how much am i going to be short for school after working and saving up this summer? where am i going to get the money i'm short? who do i go to at uic to say, "hey, well you know how you accepted me into your architecture program two years in a row. yeah, well i know that i haven't taken any classes in it yet, but ummm... can i get out the program and switch to design-- i'm not sure what exactly in design, but i know that's the direction i want to go towards." how am i going to take the el to and from uic without throwing up? will i be able to maintain a job with decent hours and passing grades? will my trasition from high school learning/class set up to college courses be smooth or rough? will money be so tight that i will never have the pleasure of enjoying my slim jim #4 with cheese (tell me no, please tell me no)? why do i feel so unprepared for this? is this one of those things that i freak out about, but really there is no reason to freak? or has the wolf really come this time (well, that joke was pa.the.tic. so much so i'm leaving it)? how will it all work out?

and dang it! when will the good blogging happen. it's been so long. i feel so..not good. bah!